hey everyone I’m Jessica I’m the creator of this channel and today I am going to introduce you to mr. Chris Myers I hope I said that correctly if I didn’t Chris I apologize Chris’s story is extremely touching it’s extremely motivational parts of it are traumatic to even listen to much less imagine that someone endured some of the things that he went through and he wants to get his story out and he wants to help other people I know that there are people that have anxiety and PTSD and that’s what Chris went through and he was able to overcome those things with very non conventional therapy so I think this story is really important to share I think that if you do have anxiety or and/or PTSD and you’re looking for a solution I truly believe in the solution that Chris was able to find for himself I’m an advocate of what he’s going to tell you he did to overcome overcome those things so it is an important story to tell and I wanted to put that out there because of that Chris has no agenda he just wants to help people and he wants to share his message and he knows how it feels to be in that position and anybody else’s in that position I believe he truly just wants to help them get out of that so with all that being said I’m gonna introduce you to Chris in just a moment if you have a success story that you would like to share please send me an email at the science of deliberate creation at gmail.com with the subject line success story and I’ll get to you as soon as I can I have several success stories really good ones coming up I have tons of emails that are coming to me so if you have something please be patient with me and I’ll get back to you and I’m able to and with all of that being said here’s Chris’s story I’ve suffered from PTSD for 18 years and addiction for 16 in September of 1999 I was just a normal college kid going to school and working for a catering company that worked out in LA know that LA area very well and I had a bad car car dies out and these guys come up alongside the road and offer to help me and need a jumper cables so you know back to pop open my hood and right at that moment they hit me from right in the back of my head I’m on the ground and they’re kicking me they’re beating me and they told me to get down to this side of a ravine and my arms are up and I got this gun in the back of my head I’m scared and I’m telling them they could have my car keys my wallet whatever they they can have it that’s not what they wanted they were laughing at me cussing at me order me around nudging the gun in the back of me so the I get down there and the guy really wanted me to see what his intentions were that night so he takes his revolver gun takes a bullet throws it in the chamber spins it make sure as I see it puts it right to my head and fires as soon as somebody does I to it’s instantly I thought I was dead for a minute and I was in a war was and he snap out of that and I’m still here and so and then he kept doing that and then eventually he thought it’d be funny to for me to do it on myself and they had another guy that was already in their car with him they brought him out he was taped bound and so they wanted us to do it on each other and another guys off holding the gun and they every time the gun didn’t work they stick make sure we see it stick it in the chamber spin it and we do it to each other and eventually the gun goes off and I can I could tell you that the other person didn’t make it and the night goes on and so you know eventually as the night goes on I I finally am able to get out of that situation physically but mentally I am totally messed up I don’t know what I’m gonna do I brought home a pure game you know it’s just everything everything that I thought I was gonna do I had goals and aspirations to finish school become something and my mind totally changed that night I thought I was a worthless piece of crap just just somebody that how could I do that why would I do something like that why did they go along with this and I was guilt ridden and I had nightmares and I had cold sweats and I I suffered from all these bad negative thoughts and so I started continuously believing this about myself and and and it became a way of life and I suffered from many many nightmares I slept on the floor for many years I didn’t like people around me couldn’t sleep by windows I slept in the closet and I tried to go to continue school and I just I couldn’t do it I didn’t the university the campus I was going to at the time there was a lot of people around there was a lot of construction going on I couldn’t concentrate on what the teachers were saying and so I decided I need to let loose a little bit of it I want to make this go away so I thought drinking that would be that be the next thing that I could try because I’ve tried it once and I didn’t really like it but I but I knew it relaxed me a little more and so I started to to drink and I started to drink just to go to class and and then I passed a couple classes but I wasn’t able to actually finish them and so my grades are going down and then eventually I get put on probation and then I get kicked out in there and so I’m thinking what am I gonna do it myself and I got to get help I want to want to talk to somebody but know somebody has to have what exactly happened to me I got to talk to them something so I’m going into rehabs I’m seeing therapists I’m seeing former that’s it turned into psychiatrists and nothing’s working I and I thought even getting my story out a little bit I was still embarrassed I didn’t tell him everything that happened but I just nothing I couldn’t I couldn’t shake it I couldn’t I couldn’t work through it so eventually I just started to seeing the service I go in and out of rehabs I’m getting in trouble with the law and I got a DUI and then years down the line I always driving drunk and I’m having these pity parties in my mind and then eventually I get so drunk one night I go on this high-speed chase in Los Angeles and it’s televised and I’m all over 3-way they got the chopper lights on me my drunk mind I’m thinking I’m being chased because I’m always dwelling on those guys thinking about what happened to me that night and I’m telling the cop that’s why I ran you know it’s because I had nothing on on me other than just a lot of drunken public’s and so that actually took me through LA County Jail took me to prison and then dealing with that life and their a lot of you know you have to get used to it and you have to learn that life but even getting scared into that and coming out that didn’t that didn’t even changed my thinking to get sober and it didn’t even help me at all with my PTSD I was always suffering from these nightmares and they just continued and they continued even more so when I would go on these binge drinks it was just it was horrible and so eventually my drinking is going on and on and on and for years and years in and out of rehab started out there was nothing’s working and I decided I was tired of living that way I didn’t I want to have my life be like this anymore nothing was helping I find PTSD it just couldn’t be cured I had I couldn’t deal with living this way we’re coping with it I didn’t want to so I was gonna drink myself to death in a motel and I called my dad to say goodbye I want him to be the last voice that I heard and I was just gonna drink till I didn’t wake up that scared him enough to actually find out where I was nobody knew where was I had a girlfriend living in the area she brought in some cops and firefighters they busted the door and they get me out of that situation and so I’m they bring back to my parents house I’m detoxing for two weeks I’m sweating I’m shaking I can’t even drink a glass of water without a quivering like that and I’m throwing up all the time and I’m not knowing when I do I don’t want to look like the same or I just you know I just want to get on my next binge and have my pity party again and just just end it but my parents didn’t see it that way and they we got introduced to this miracle place called the theta Wellness Center with Sandy it’s run by Mike Simpson and he had actually he had actually a new approach on how to handle the situation he did it through NLP and hypnotherapy and NLP is an acronym for neuro linguistic programming and basically what it does is it doesn’t set limits on what you can truly believe in your mind it changes and rewires the neurons that are firing in your brain to think in a different way because like I said for 18 years I was thinking that I was just this worthless person that didn’t deserve to be happy and that just deserved to be this guilt ridden bum and just washed away from existence and and I when I truly believed that I was really slowly becoming that and enough to where I even wanted to take myself out and I’d be a part of life anymore but Mike was able to change the way that I thought about myself and so what he did was he went deep into my subconscious mind through his hypnotherapy combined with the NLP and we faced my problem head-on we got to the root of my problem and I was able to actually accept what happened me he guided me he didn’t tell me how to believe a lot of people were telling me that I should be able to get over it just it wasn’t your fault and I never truly believed that I didn’t you know just didn’t resonate with me but through this he guided me through a way to where it was okay and I and I was in my mind I was actually creating a situation of how I accepted things and how this person that night that didn’t make it was gonna be a part of my life and I always thought he died in vain and that’s not gonna be the case he’s gonna be a part of my life and we accepted each other even in one of my hypno sessions I even saw a better version of myself that came through this this doorway and I it was like that was the person that I was always tending to be and so when he came through the door it was me looking at me but he was in a better light and I wanted that he embraced me I we embraced each other we became whole and it was along with this person that was with me that I he was in the doorway the two through my hypno sessions I know it sounds a little confusing there’s a there’s a lot that can go into it but I’m here to offer you hope that PTSD it can’t be cured I am cured for my PTSD I no longer suffer from nightmares I don’t have my pity parties where I’m drinking all the time to where I can’t accomplish any daily tasks in life I I found that I have purpose I have reason to get up I have I have reason to go out there and just like now that I got like a year ago I wouldn’t be able to share this story with you I wouldn’t be able to get this out because I was so ashamed of who I was but now I’m I’ve embraced it and I found my purpose and all I want to do is just give me a new way offer a new approach that NLP and hypnotherapy can actually work you can’t carry yourself from PT I I personally can say that I have been cured from PTSD and I don’t suffer from the nightmares anymore and if if you want to like ask me any questions because I do know what it’s like to be in that suicidal mind frame and what it’s like to be thinking that you’re worthless and then flipping the script just like that to where it’s like I look through a different set of eyes now I can see myself differently in like a better light and I like I said I’ve found my purpose and I really just want to share this message with you I have links below you can you can contact me through email I will answer you back I’m very passionate about this I just want to get this message across and just get it out there so anybody who if it’s you or anybody that you know is suffering hit me up I’ll talk to you over all right back I’ll do whatever it takes to because I really truly believe that nobody should have to be in this mind frame to think this way you can change the way you think about yourself so contact me links below and I look forward to talking with you people in the future you

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